Havin’ A Talk With God
A Podcast Series
E22: The Apology
Thyme
Good Morning, God.
God
Hello, Ms Quinn.
Thyme
Kinda formal this mornin’, huh God …?
God
Perhaps …
Thyme
Yeah, I know.
God
You know what?
Thyme
I owe ya’ an apology.
God
You think so?
Thyme
I know so.
God
Uh huh.
Thyme
I went too far yesterday in funnin’ ya’, an’ wasted our precious time together. I’m sorry, God. I hardly slept last night.
God
Why’s that?
Thyme
I was worried ta’ talk to ya’. Worried ta’ what ya’ might think a’ me.
God
Thyme, I love you, and that’s all there is to it.
Thyme
Does that mean I’m forgiven?
God
Nothing to forgive. You understood the truth of the moment the minute I left you yesterday. If there was any forgiveness to be given, it happened then.
Thyme
You mean I wasted all ma’ time worryin’ all yesterday an’ last night?
God
You might say that. Forgiveness only happens truly when there’s nothing to forgive. You realized the error of your ways yesterday when I left and swore to yourself that you wouldn’t be goin’ down that road again. So what’s to forgive?
Thyme
Well, I guess that’s a most interestin’ way a’ lookin’ at it. Um huh. Makes a lotta sense.
God
Makes a lotta sense cuz it’s the truth, Thyme. Real forgiveness comes with the complete healing of the problem … and not until.
Thyme
Yeah, a lot a’ us humans forgive, but can’t really go all the way with it, cuz it still sticks in their craw. We say they forgive, but we really don’t.
God
You don’t because there’s still something to forgive. The original problem hasn’t been healed yet so there’s still a lack of complete understanding between both parties. Fix the problem and all is forgiver. Don’t spend all your time tryin’ to forgive. Instead, work on fixing’ the problem.
Thyme
Well, I guess I’ve had ma’ lesson in forgiveness this mornin’, huh?
God
Uh huh.
Thyme
I’m glad ta’ be back in yer good graces.
God
Thyme, ya’ never left.
Thyme
Well, let’s jus’ say I was headed fer the door.
God
Well put.
Thyme
Well, anyway, I’m sorry.
God
You’re forgiven.